June 20, 2010

mr. perfect....

dear mr. perfect. i'm going to tell you what you are. since i'm making you up, i'm sure you won't mind meeting all of these qualifications. and if you did mind, you wouldn't be mr. perfect. so :) thanks for just being you. right now, you'd be here to ease my mind. you would know just what to say to make everything ok for a minute and ultimately better. you would massage my neck and shoulders and rub my head and play with my hair while listening to me bitch about everyone else in the world. then you'd just kiss my forehead and let me lay there without saying anything. 

beyond right now, your personality would be perfect, which is obvious from your name. lol and you would be sweet to everyone but honest. you'd be the person people trust and the one they know not to invite when they go do stupid stuff. you're fun but know where to draw the line and when to grow up. you'll know just when to make me laugh when i'm mad. and how to make me smile when i don't want to. and when you get mad you won't blame it on me but you'll let me help. you'll be fun and not scared to do anything. you'll know how to manage your time so that everything works in. you'll know when to talk to me and when to leave me alone.

when you're with your friends i won't have to worry about what you're doing or where you're going. i won't need to ever worry about needing to be the designated driver... because the only time you'll drink is when you're with me :) at home, with no need to drive anywhere. you'll have cool friends that i can hang out with and not feel left out. your firends will have cool girls for me to hang out with too :) 

you'll take me to church and not be lovin on me the whole time, but really want to go to church for the sake of learning. you'll go even if i can't go with you. you'll want me to go because you want to see me grow spiritually. and you'll want to do churchy things. but you won't be narrow minded. you'll know what you believe and why. you'll be ready for anyone who asks a question of you. you won't be judgmental. you won't have anything to do with church drama. you'll want to pray with me. you'll pray for me when i don't know it. you won't have a cow if i don't pray before i eat. you'll thank God for me (somehow). and you'll trust Him to be the kind of man that I need you to be, and the kinda man that He wants you to be. You'll know when you're wrong, and ask for forgiveness and want to work things out. You won't make me initiate the bandaid everytime there's a problem. you won't be afraid to tell me when you think i'm wrong, but you'll be smart enough to choose the right time. 

you will mess up... 

you will make me feel comfortable all the time. you'll even let me talk about my supposed country singer crushes. even though i really don't care about them at all. it's just fun to act like it lol :) i'll let you have your crushes too.. .like reba and. .. gretchen wilson. i'm sure you'll like them. you'll have girl friends that i won't have to worry about. you won't mind at all that 80% of my friends are guys. you'll acutally like that i can hang out with guys and not be out of place lol. you'll like that i write. and you'll read this and be sooo thankful that i made this! haha... 

you'll be smarter than me, i've always said that. and you'll know when i wanna be loved on and when i want to not be touched. you won't take it personally when i just want my space. you'll want your space too :) and you'll understand me. you'll know what to expect from me all the time. you'll be able to finish my thoughts for me. we'll be able to talk in phrases, not even complete sentences. but we'll also be able to just sit and talk for hours about "life and love and the meaning of" haha... no but really. about everything.

you'd sing to me while i have my head on your chest. you'll sit under the stars with me and not have to say anything. you'll be happy just laying there next to me, and you'll have the same standards i do about how far is too far. you won't push me, and i won't have to say no more than once. you'll flirt with me and give me compliments. real ones, that i actually believe. you'll tell me i'm beautiful when i feel like crap. and when i dont lol. you won't be boring. you'll have a different name for me all the time. you'll make me laugh at myself.

you'll make my mom laugh and my dad might actually like you. but you won't like him. because he's a douche. but you'll respect him simply because he's my dad. you'll want me to respect both mom and dad, but always be ready to help me escape from them. your parents will love me and want me to be their own. they'll be able to talk to me even when you're not around, and about things other than you.  your siblings will want me around. you'll have alota siblings so that my kids can have a big family. you'll want to have lots and lots of kids :) and be able to provide for them in every way necessary.

you'll dance with me when i feel crazy. you'll let me sleep next to you when i'm tired. you'll drive me around and let me drive you around too. you'll want to take me to new places. you'll do cute things that make me smile. you'll keep little secrets that i love. you'll know just what to do to make me  get excited. you'll tickle me when i tell you i hate it. 

you'll love me. all the time. when i'm sad. when i'm mad. when i'm happy. when you're mad. when you're upset. no matter what i do. you'll let me love you no matter what you do. you'll embrace my love and not run from it. you'll know that i will mess up and you'll want me to keep trying until i get it right. you won't give up on me. 

you'll do what you say you're going to do. you won't say something you don't mean. you won't just say something to make me happy when you know it's not true. you'll surprise me randomly and do things that you never said you would do. you'll do more than i expect sometimes. you'll want to help me and know that the smallest things are the ones that mean the most to me. you'll kiss me when i'm mad and every time you leave... even if i don't want it. you'll be considerate. you'll let me pay for things sometimes and let me do things for you. because i like to. you'll want to take care of me and protect me. but you'll let me have my independance. you'll need me to do things for you too. 

you'll think about me. you'll look at me when i don't know you're watching. you'll want the side of me that the rest of the world doesn't know. i'll catch you staring at me and be like "what?" while you're just thinking about .. .whatever it is guys think about when they do that. 

most of all, you'll just love me for me. 

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