pretend

well i'm about to go put on my happy face and pretend like the world is just fine. i wish you saw who i really am and understood what i feel. i know you dont and i know you cant but sometimes i feel like you dont even try. i wish you appreciated more about me. i wish this wasnt so complicated but how many times have i said that before... just go. i dont really even wanna talk to you. yes i'll miss you but just go and don't talk to me, don't say bye... just leave. you were the one that needed space but i think i need it too. you drive me crazy and you don't even understand what i mean by that. i wish i could just smack you and you would suddenly get it. but i'm going to pretend to forget about you for a few days k? mhm.