Too late?

I will consider myself cursed if I'm ever the wife of someone like you.
Where does it start?
this whole... not eating together thing, not talking to each other except when something's broken, leaving your dishes on the table after you're done eating, leave your stuff everywhere instead of cleaning up after yourself, talking to 52 people on the phone instead of talking to your FAMILY what the heck?! watching tv instead of spending time with family...


WHERE DOES IT START? When did we start taking 2nd place? When did we stop being enough that you had to go find something else to fulfill you.

I'd rather go without a phone for the rest of my life and have a husband that talks to me than for him to always be on the phone with other people rather than speaking to me, watching t.v. instead of asking how my day has gone.

How does it get that far? And is it irreversible? Or can you go back and change? I think it's a change of heart, not habit. When your heart changes then your habits will change also.

But is it really my place to say any of this? Probably not, and thus I rant in my blog.